Writer's Block

Two weeks has passed and still, my column is left with nothing but 4 useless paragraphs. What's more painful is that I only have less than 48 hours to get my bearings and write something productive. I hate deadlines. Did I ever tell you that? Have I ever said it out loud?

I hate deadlines. I hate it especially when I am having a block; when my mind could not process anything. At times, I wonder if I am really made for writing. If this is something I can do for a living, or only for pleasure. If only I could not find solace in writing then maybe... maybe I can finally give up writing and live my life in peace--without the hassle of deadlines.

Less than 48 hours from now I should start writing and that's a major glitch there. Writing. What to write? What to write when I could not even think about anything that makes sense. Or even if I could, I could not write clearly. I couldn't even be "okay" enough to write a sentence.

Oh God. This is not a good time. Read that? Yeah absolutely. Not a good time.